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ME2DAY

Thursday, December 3, 2009 @23:18

I like how I have to tip toe to reach his face.

I like how it's still not enough and I have to tilt my head up.

I like the fact that it tasted sweet literally cos of the lip balm he used.

I like this one best <3

Anyway, today was really really....... okay at work. I broke 2 glasses. Good thing is that JIA MIN's actually working at my place! I can't express how absolutely happy I am to have her there. It was getting really lonely :(

Looking forward to work tomorrow... I guess. I can't believe it's Friday tomorrow.

P.S Dance's at 1 to 3 this Saturday. So I guess I'll go over to Sentosa first, followed by dance, and then maybe meet up with the rest again? :D

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @20:21

Men.

Any man is an emotional and sexual threat to a teengirl.

The amount of porn a man watches (no matter how innocent he looks) is mindboggling.

Guys I don't like texting too are bombarding me with smses while the one person I wanna talk to is distant.

As the days pass, I wonder if it's fated, or pre planned.

When I asked for the date of my off day today, Emily that skinny, old virgin with a really flat chest told me that there's no off day cos we're short of manpower.

Fuck you. I don't care if we're short of manpower, that's the agency's problem, not mine. It's not my fault that the agency people have such bad organisation skills after taking over NAFA and lack of discipline when it comes to BEING ON TIME (the people there are always late and not sure about their own fucking jobs or what they're saying). I'm legally entitled to a day off, and I'm going to have it.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @22:15

Thank you all for all the sweet messages today.

I'm feeling fatigued. So tired. It was a really rough day today during work. I slammed the fridge door onto my thumb, mixed up a passenger's order and just had a tough, tough day in the First Class lounge. That passenger was so freakin picky luh. She wanted like what, 6 bowls of noodles, 1 with soup and 5 dry, 5 want chili and 2 want a little chili. And no, that's not 7 bowls. She meant out of the 5 chili, 2 lesser chili. I didn't have a pen or paper or anything and I really couldn't remember. Despite repeating the order to her thrice, I got it all wrong. And she gave me that look. Really felt like crying then.

It was a bad day but he made it better. I'm officially establised our relationship. He's a FRIEND WITH BENEFIT. So..... we're just friends who kiss :D I don't think I'll get hurt because that what I really treat him as. I'm no longer feeling all that stupid girly shyness already. I feel normal and comfortable around him. Well we still uh, kiss, but I'm really going to treat him as a friend only... Cos I honestly don't think a relationship is possible. He is 10 freakin years my senior, HELLOOOO.

We were supposed to knock off at 3pm, but we were delayed cos the people from the next shift were late. So Zac and I were just slacking in The Private Room. It gave me a chance to serve his HK passenger too cos he couldn't speak chinese well =.= He also bought me really really orgasmic, milk chocolate peanutbutter cups. So damnnnnnn niceeee.

Had Kfood just now. Full like fuck :( I've been getting alot of attention from the boys in my kitchen and they've been texting me alot, but sometimes I rather it was someone else who text me that much..

Zac and I are going out tomorrow. Yay :D

P.S I hope we don't crash and burn tomorrow :/

Monday, November 30, 2009 @17:29

Hungry.

November 29 2009 marks the first day I've ever worked in my entire life. It also marks the day my first kiss was taken.

I can' describe it. I'm totally confused. The lyrics below depicts how I felt EXACTLY.

SNSD's Gee

You're so so handsome
My eyes my eyes are blinded
I can't breathe because I'm trembling

Oh I feel so embarrassed
I can't look at you
I feel shy because I've fallen in love

What should I do?
About my trembling heart
My heart kept thumping
So I couldn't fall asleep at night

I can't even say anything
I'm too embarrassed

Do I not have any courage?
What would be the right thing to do?
Thump thump my heart is anxious as I'm looking at you

Work was pretty damn good today. Without him there, I had the chance to think through what happened without being distracted every 3 mins. The people there are reallyyyy nice too :D

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @20:55

My dad paid me to bring Oliver out shopping today.

It was pretty good! I bought a bag Goo would approve on, a Sakun cap for dance and some trinkets. I can't stay online long cos I've got training tomorrow morning. I've got to be at the airport by 6.30AM, fuck. Well, at least I'm being paid for it. And I would also see him tomorrow..

And what the fuck does Shawn How mean by he's engaged?! To his cousin?! WHAT IN THE WORLD... And he even said 'Unlike Allison who's heartless and unfeeling..' Great, now it's on FB for the world to see. Perfect.

I caught New Moon yesterday night with Razi and Navin :D IT WAS SO GOOD!! Omg Jacob. Hottest boy everrrrr. And Navin was snickering every 5 mins in the theatre =.= At least he agrees Jake is hot! :D

I'm sorry I missed dance today, I forgot to set my alarm :(

Today, at ION, I saw Mr. Charisma ROYCE yummy man. I saw him twice, once on the elevator and another time at Opera. He was with a chinese girl :( He looks so damn fineeee. I just got soooo sad after seeing him at Opera..

P.S Ya know, my mum has never had the sex talk with me. Sometimes I wonder when she'll do it..

Friday, November 27, 2009 @16:59

I spend the entire afternoon learning BoA's Energetic dance. It might have been short, but I'm proud of myself! I should have worn socks tho. My feet's blisters~~ I was so tired after that plus the mere 5 hours of sleep that I just sat on my chair and stoned for 10 mins.

I tried but I can't help falling in love with Khun. NOOO!! MUST NOTTTT.

@12:39

I'm still having mixed feelings. AISHHHH. Nevertheless, I can't believe I shall be watching New Moon in less than 10 hours time. I've waited a year for this! EDWARD!

I slept at 4.30am last night and I'm feeling so legarthic. I learnt BoA's Energetic dance last night too. It was.... not that difficult. Yet. I shall be learning the second part later.

Or maybe.. I should sleep. TIRED!